Hi! my names Shanna pronounced (shhhh - anna) :P im 16 years old and im a proud bisexual (: i lean more towards girls so yeah :D im still looking for the one of my dreams. i love to blog and express myself and i hope to meet alot of nice and interesting people on here. Tumblr<3
slept through my alarm and missed the bus by like 3 minutes >.< and those 2 nights i was up really late working on school projects >:| new alarm clock?? i think soo!!!!!!
Im in 10th grde now and shes in 11th, but yeah, last year i confessed my feelings and it turns out shes like me too. but niether of us really took that first step, to ask one anoher out ad then Johnny came along(her best friend) and kinda weaseled between us and i went with him for 5-6 months nd i lost my virginity to him, no i dnt regret it,but now everythings just shit. between everyone. the girl i like,has a sister, Kaitlynn, turns out, hes always wanted her. so our relationship meant nothing to him. (as i came to find ut though, he lied about not being a virgin,so i ended up taking his virginity) but yeahhh, i wrote her a note today confessing that my feelings have always been there and still are(shes in a rela of like 2-3days)(with a guy who is Johnnys best friend and shortly before he was tellin me how he was likin me and shitt)i told her i dont wanna ruin their rela infact i dont want her to break up with him for me. johnny is now dating her sister, Kaitlynn, and ive been pissed bout that cos we were friends and that shits just fucked uppp. an Johnnys been spreadin around that ima whore and i give it up easy, so ive had many pppl come up to me and ask fer it and im like “wtf?” and they said johnny said and im like uh, NO. and sum of my friends have heard this shit. and im PISSED. so i got angry and vented on fb only to hve my friends which, of course, are now his friends bitch at me saying i treated him poorly, when all i ever did was try and make him feel better bc he was always depressed, and he always smiled, so idk, i think hes telling them shit i didnt,to get attention. and idk what the fuck to do.. and i said sumthin i shouldnt have said about Kenzies sister, Kaitlynn, and she got a lil mad and i apologized, but even if i think she doesnt have any feeelings for me anymore bc i dated johnny for 5-6 months and i think i missed my chance and now i feel like worthless trash. and i can see she really likes jame, her new boy, and it really does kill me and the nearest highest bridge is looking REALLY tempting.. fml.
“I hope that some day, you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream…
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